Today, everything is new.
I learnt new dance steps.
I never kNEW that I could dance.
I made new friends.
I never kNEW who foolish I was to leave my water bottle at NNI.
I realised how new I was to Novena.
I never kNEW how cheap clothes are at Bugis.
I have a new mentality.
I won’t have a new boyfriend but I’ll have a new positive-minded Apple Boy. (:
I have a new plan.
I have a new book - I FINALLY got the 1100 Words You Need to Know book at MPH. YAY! ((:
I am a new money-minded Huda. I actually controlled my money today. YAY!
I need a new water bottle.
I want a new room.
I want a new bag.
I want a new mobile phone.
I want a new Birthday/Anniversaries book @ Borders.
I want a new life.
and I realised how fun photography is. That is something new!
Today is the “Judgement Day”. Chen Hui labelled that.
There were tears and there were joy. There were plans talked out loud, and considerations made known. Ms Shen told us not to cry. We couldn’t stop crying. We find it hard to think that our dearest friends are not promoting but we are taking that step ahead in life. And to think that my loved ones didn’t make it. I shan’t mention their names.
It is times like this that you realise how unfair life could be and who your true friends are.
I don’t expect to be appreciated. I just expect to be remembered for something I did that make me significantly special in their lives. 0842A, you are my darlings and you’ll always be. It is upsetting that 40% of IJ142 made it. Those 60% were the hardworking and passionate ones in learning.
To you guys:
Everything happens for a reason. You’ll see that reason shine at your final battle. So, don’t give up. Remember that procrastination kills time. Think of those precious seconds you would miss if you procrastinate. Think of what you’ve been throught. Let this be a reminder to do better, not to be upset about.
My dad didn’t expect that apple boy didn’t make it. My mum never expected it either. My brother blamed it on me. I may be at fault. I may be the one who spends so much time with him.
I’m sorry to all those that I’ve caused pain and hurt in any way. I’m sorry for any unintentional actions I took.
Life is unfair, but not all is black. There is the white part of today’s occasion.
I was happy that I made it. But my tears overwhelmed my happiness. I don’t want you guys to remain behind but I move on in life. We worked so hard together. You guys deserve to be in the same position as us.
Ms Shen did metion to us that this is REALITY. It is better that we cry for them now rather than people cry for us during A-level result release.
FILLED WITH JOY
